Poladroid-ing my life

Here you have a peek into my life with the help of my handy Blackberry and Poladroid. Love it.

New haircut, I’m digging it.

How do I know my boyfriend is awesome?

When I tell him “We’ll watch the movie in a bit, just let me post some Shiina Ringo pictures on Tumblr and we’ll get to it”…

And he’s all “Sure hun, if you want, you can show me more of those new Lady Gaga songs you liked while you do it”

❤ ❤ This man has my heart, and I had never felt more in love.

 

 

 

Love,

 

 

Love list for the pony-soul

I’ve been very hateful these past days. I was actually writing a very long rant about things I’ve been holding for a couple of weeks, things that are stopping me from finishing projects and pending work and from contacting other human beings.

I am having second thoughts about a lot of things. I wonder and worry, and I am pondering many options. I feel stressed out to the max. I may publish it, cause I need to get it out of my system. I may publish it somewhere else, not here.

Right now, I need to make a Love List cause I am feeling a bit neurotic.

A compilation of things I am loving about my life right now:

• Taking Yoga classes. I am coping with a lot of issues here. It’s so liberating to be able to do it.
• Grey nails. Grey is my favorite color, I could wear it every day, and having it on my nails cheers me up every time I look at them. This one goes along with wearing my toe nails red.
• Noticing a very close friend looks a lot like Maggie Gyllenhaal when she’s relaxed.
• The upcoming Luis Miguel concert in my city (don’t you dare judging me!).
• My radio production class looking so promising.

Tokyo Jihen’s new video. I could straight up die right now.

• The possibility of meeting Cygenta in about two weeks.
• Being able to wear dresses I wasn’t able to wear about 4 weeks ago.
• Finding out a loved one in Japan is safe and sound.
• Making a triumphant come back to the SG world, just before I have to leave it for about ever.

• Planning the Dinosaur Appreciation Day (While trying to remember the exact date my boyfriend and I celebrated it last year)
• Listening to The dresden dolls like there’s no tomorrow
• Remembering why Erika Moen is such a queen (in other words: re-reading DAR!)
• Leonard Cohen. Leonard Cohen’s Dance me to the end of love to be precise.
• Growing my hair.

• Buying an amazing pair of boots.
• Not owning a TV in my bedroom at my mom’s place.
• First second anniversaries that mean the world. Having heart-felt conversations in the middle of the night and not sleeping until 5 am. Waking someone up.
• Discovering I don’t suck so much at things I feel very self-conscious of.
• Being unexpectedly complimented.
• Holding high hopes on something I did a couple of weeks ago.

I’m having a hard time finding things that I love. Give me a couple of weeks.

I am happy…

I have so many projects in the door right now. I decided my thesis subject and I’m so happy to get started, I yet need to find time and information.

Now, I’m going to share a lot of relationship stuff and lalaland, so if you don’t mind reading about me, my issues and all that, click and make the jump.

Love.Love.Love

And ‘I love…’ list to cheer this girl up. (Awesome things that sometimes go unnoticed when I am depressed, which I am)

• My cat, cause she missed me so much she can barely stop hugging me. I love her, she’s so fantastic, I took this pic last Wednesday.
• Last night’s conversation with my boyfriend, he’s so understanding. Thank you for being the amazing man you are, love.
• Getting a hair cut. I needed it
• Organizing my house, and going through old documents finding things I thought to be lost.

• Watching Equilibrium with my boyfriend. I’ve been wanting to watch it for a while and he was a sweet heart and got it for me.
• Fernando. ❤
• Discovering I have so much creative freedom in most of my classes.
• Quitting a bit of my Online life, to start living a bit more.
• Ordering Multi+Daily Glow from Genuine Health, and receiving a skin care kit from Clinique.
• Trying to  get new good habits like exercising regularly, taking vitamins every day, and keeping a daily paper journal.
• Finding time to be with myself.

• Emilie Autumn’s Shalott. Nothing to say, I just love it.
• Spending time with my mom. She’s sick and I miss her.
• Don’t really caring about people saying I’m now a Libra, I couldn’t really be any more Scorpio than I am.
• Otona.
• Being able to go after some thing I’ve been wanting for a while.
• Having awkward conversations and being a grown up about them.
• The amazing marshmallow scented body cream Divymode gifted me with. It’s so yummy I can’t stop using it.

I need to remind myself, everything in this moment is worth loving.