… You start making a lit about the things you need to make a list of. Yup, that’s me right now. Thinking about all the things I need to sort out, all the things I need to do all over again. The small projects, the big projects, the projets I no longer want to be involved in, *sigh* and so much ahead that is making me go a bit crazy.
Miss Charlotte Patel, the most ungoogleable girl I’ve met, and also, one of my closest friends has been in town for the last week or so. I’ve been spending most of my time with her, dealing with personal and family issues (hence my lack of interaction with the digital world), being with her soothes me, maybe it is the digital blackout, maybe it’s our conversations, but I feel better.
I have so much work to do, commissions and the like, yet, I need to reject two proposals, One is going to take me so much time, and it’s not worth the time and effort I will put into it. The other one, well, I think it’s close to jeopardize my friendship with a wonderful girl I consider a close friend right now, I don’t have a lot of close friends, so I really don’t want to risk the ones I already have; the way I am seeing it, we work in two different ways, and I don’t see my process fitting into hers. Too bad, cause it seemed exciting.
Alongside this, I learned I have a big trouble turning things down, saying no, and speaking my mind out, however, I am working on it.
I am also understanding a bit more of my working process, how much I hated to be part of a corporation, and how much I’d hate to be under somebody else’s command again. But hey, never say never.
I have a lot to share, but right now, I’m just so tired. I think I’ll go back to living my normal life tomorrow, I have a few e-mails to send and some work to do.
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