Bottle Caps

I have about 5000 of them and I need about 1500 more… Yes, I know…

These have been my days…

ATM I feel mad as hell, I feel upset and underestimated. So I better leave…

Those mornings

 

I had to post one of these to find mine...

 

As I know you’re dying to know, everything went well with my boyfriend, better than expected. We had no problem whatsoever, I won’t say his reasons to be worried were out-of-place, cause I can see and understand them very well, but it was none of what I thought, however we did get the chance to talk about some things that stressed me out during those days, so after all, it was a win-win situation.

I don’t want to bore you guys with details of my intimate life, when I know all you want when you come here are Juno quotes, read me talking about Gala Darling, tattooed girls and Celebrities wearing hats, even though I’ve mentioned all of the previous (with the exception of Gala Darling) only once (I do check my stats); but… How amazing is to wake someone up by kissing him until his eyes start to open! I am normally a ‘late night, early morning person’, but my boy is more of a ‘late night, then sleep all you want’ kind of guy, so whenever he stays with me, we talk up until 5 am and the next morning I wake up way earlier than him and watch cartoons until he feels the need to wake up, this week I had to leave earlier so I decided to kiss his face until he’d wake up in an impromptu smooch session. He did wake up, and he did so, with the most fantastic smile on his face.  Most amazing thing I did this week for sure. Period.

Speaking of something completely different: Last few weeks have been hell, and this week? This week will be entitled: A week of change. Apparently, the boy and I are both going to be a bit too busy to meet, so we might not, he has all these doctor appointments and work, work, work, and meetings with friends and things to do, and I have all this homework, and parties, and costumes, and troubles. Speaking of, I am looking for two Girl Roommates, anyone? Didn’t think so, but if you happen to know anyone looking for a place to live, send’em my way! I have so, so much to do, I’ve been busy so far, but just before my finals, this is going to be my busiest week ever. I can’t way for vacation.

What are my plans so far? Every vacation period i write a list of activities I plan on accomplishing by the end, last time it included things like ‘shooting a video’ ‘learning how to use this and that’ ‘organizing stuff’, this time I am starting to plan ahead, and I already grabbed the last empty Moleskine I have and started plotting for the next months. I have so many courses to take, I need to get a job (a dreamed one would be perfect, but a paying one would be even better) and  of course, I have to promote, promote and promote. If it wasn’t because I love to do it, I would look like a lot of work to do, but it doesn’t so I just can’t wait.

Anyway ponies, I’m about to finish my first movie chronicle here, so stay put. I’ll be back super soon.

Love,

Chai at Starbucks

I have this friend who says that drinking a Chai Tea at Starbucks is like ordering a Happy meal at Burger King… But it’s so damn good!

I am here, in this demented town, full of strangers and crowded as hell. This is one of those times of the year, when I just want to stay at home and forget about the world outside. I hate the FIC .

I am a bit stressed. I’m meeting the boyfriend tonight, and as far as I know, something really bad happened, either with us or him alone, and he wants to talk. That scares me. I think this is the most in love I’ve been in my life, he’s been my most adequate partner and so far I’ve felt so fitted for him, that just the mere thought of him wanting to break up, gives me the skeevies…  I hope it’s something else.

School is good, I’m trying not to take everything so seriously, I needed to relax, and change my pace, everything seems to be working right now, My business is also starting to spread. I already have about 4  projects, that includes designing a book cover. I am truly happy. I just hope everything goes as it’s been going.  My horoscope says it will, but you know.

This week I took part of this Collective, and I will continue to, so check it out constantly, pretty please.

I’m leaving, I’m going home, to cook dinner, and wait for the best. Really, I’m scared.

Love,

Good things happen in life

The picture above has literally nothing to do with this entry, it is just a school assignment I just happened to love and wanted to share, I hope you like it as much as I do. It’s a collage, I just scanned it :).

I hate to get all hocus pocus in here, but I HAVE to say it:

It’s so amazing when you set your mind into something, when you decide you WILL accomplish something, and then let it go, so sure and confident that it will happen, and then, oh my gosh, it does.

A couple of weeks ago I decided to stop messing around and start actively working on everything I needed to *finally* start running my own business. I decided that by my next birthday, (not this year, but 2011) I’d have accomplished a specific goal I set for myself in this area. Well, today I got to talk to a very dear friend I had not seen in almost 2 years.

We just spent about 3 hours talking, and pretty much as we’re saying goodbye, he says ‘Oh, hey! I have this business proposal you might be interested in’ And guess what? I am…

I am so happy. I just have to share. Manifest, people, manifest. I have so much to do, and it’s so so late.

Good night.

I am in Love (and a bit of Red Shoes Diaries)…

 

Red Shoes Diaries

 

 

I sometimes forget to acknowledge it, but I am, blissfully, dazzling, ecstatically in love! My boyfriend is the most fantastic boy I’ve ever been with.

Lately I’ve been a bit emotionally troubled. I got my hands on a copy of Red Shoes Diaries (the movie, not the soft-porn series, I’ll come back to talk about it in the near future) and got even more depressed. It’s been hard. But Last night I got to talk with the boy, and I’m feeling a lot better right now. I sometimes find it a bit hard to react to situations as it’s been years since the last time I was in a deep committed relationship. Sometimes it’s just still plain scary. But I love him, a lot… I sometimes can’t believe we were friends for such a long time without noticing we could be so happy together…

 

Holy over-exposure, Batman!

 

Also, this week:

+ I re-watched The Rocky Horror Picture Show,  just because even though my boyfriend hates musicals, last week I sounded so excited about it, he was curious. I love him

+ I started working on a video project, I’ve done some interviewing, and yadda yadda.

+ I got my belly button pierced. I’m big into body mods, I already had 10 tattoos and 4 piercings, I’d been thinking about getting this one for a couple of months but chickened out, until now. It came right after one full year since my last tattoo.

+ I watched Resident Evil 4. Mila…

I feel like I’m finally getting over my depression. I don’t know what got me into it to begin with, all I know is that I suddenly felt like going downhill, and I was really scared, but everything seems to be going better right now I still have some issues to solve, but still.

I’ve been thinking a lot, and I shall post again really soon.