How do I know my boyfriend is awesome?

May 28, 2011

When I tell him “We’ll watch the movie in a bit, just let me post some Shiina Ringo pictures on Tumblr and we’ll get to it”…

And he’s all “Sure hun, if you want, you can show me more of those new Lady Gaga songs you liked while you do it”

❤ ❤ This man has my heart, and I had never felt more in love.

 

 

 

Love,

 

 

A train of thoughts I can’t contain.

May 22, 2011

I’ve been away. I know. Life has got me so busy, and I was waiting to see whether or not the world was ending to come here and explain myself, but since it didn’t, here I am.

On the last month…

  • I Watch Lady Gaga Live. It was awesome.
  • I Lost about 5 pounds
  • I Upgraded my running routine
  • Death came through my life, in a non-personal, yet, very close kind of way.
  • Pregnancy came through my life, in a non-personal, yet, very close kind of way.
  • I Got over social-emotional issues.
  • Work overwhelmed.
  • I had a very strong inspiration strike…
Before, you ask, No, I am not pregnant, but a very close friend is, and I couldn’t be happier for her.
I don’t know what to say guys, but I’ve been very busy living and experiencing things first hand… or second hand.
So… just to say it out loud: I am ok, I am alive, I’m in love, both with my life and the boy I decided to share it with. My cat is awesome as you can see, and I’m just trying to move forward. It’s all ok.

You know there’s too much in your mind when…

April 22, 2011

… You start making a lit about the things you need to make a list of. Yup, that’s me right now. Thinking about all the things I need to sort out, all the things I need to do all over again. The small projects, the big projects, the projets I no longer want to be involved in, *sigh* and so much ahead that is making me go a bit crazy.

Miss Charlotte Patel, the most ungoogleable girl I’ve met, and also, one of my closest friends has been in town for the last week or so. I’ve been spending most of my time with her, dealing with personal and family issues (hence my lack of interaction with the digital world), being with her soothes me, maybe it is the digital blackout, maybe it’s our conversations, but I feel better.

I have so much work to do, commissions and the like, yet, I need to reject two proposals, One is going to take me so much time, and it’s not worth the time and effort I will put into it. The other one, well, I think it’s close to jeopardize my friendship with a wonderful girl I consider a close friend right now, I don’t have a lot of close friends, so I really don’t want to risk the ones I already have; the way I am seeing it, we work in two different ways, and I don’t see my process fitting into hers. Too bad, cause it seemed exciting.

Alongside this, I learned I have a big trouble turning things down, saying no, and speaking my mind out, however, I am working on it.

I am also understanding a bit more of my working process, how much I hated to be part of a corporation, and how much I’d hate to be under somebody else’s command again. But hey, never say never.

I have a lot to share, but right now, I’m just so tired. I think I’ll go back to living my normal life tomorrow, I have a few e-mails to send and some work to do.

March 29th

March 28, 2011

I wrote this on Tumblr a few minutes ago. And I mean it. Join if you want.

Best quote of the day

March 26, 2011

I was told years ago NEVER to have the I-Ching and the Tarot in the same house as they’re a different ministry of magic or something. But really, do modern pantheists really give a fuq about such things?

Mystic Medusa

I don’t consider myself a pantheist, I’ve considered myself a wiccan non-practicer believer for about 12 years. Yet, I feel I am all-inclusive in a way I can accept it all as being bridges to reach a particular state of spirituality…

This blog is not about my views on religion but somehow  this resonates on my mind